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Ladies I need your Help

Okay Warning ⚠️ Long Post.

So my boyfriend and I have been together a total of 11 months! We matched on Tinder (which trust me I still laugh about and we can barley take seriously) Jan 2 and talked online, FaceTime, over the phone for 4 months straight until he came home from his deployment. He got back April 16 and it was even better then I imagined.

We were inseparable and he was the guy I’ve always dreamed about. Each day I know him I love him more.

My family was not too excited about me dating a guy over the phone I never met but he got back and they loosened up, even met him a handful of times. Well in Late July things changed with his career and he got out of the military and we were excited to make it work together that way.

I live in California and he ended up moving to Utah and I always thought I would go there to be with him. He officially left California in September and it’s been a rough few months for me. He came back to visit me in October and I went to see him in November. It was going okay.

But my parents were really basically telling em it’s never going to work because he left me and I can’t just move there. So I was trying to respect them and come up with reasons why it would be acceptable to move. I decided to go back to school and start my masters. Very responsible I thought. And It was for me not him. Well the program I want to start requires me to take some prerequisites at a community college and It’s cheaper to take them at the CC in Cali because I have residency here and it would give my parents the comfort knowing I waited and thought about this decision to go to Utah

OKAY HERE IS WHERE SHIT GETS REAL.

So my boyfriend flipped out that I wasn’t moving straight to utah and I that I’m waiting to appease my parents and I’m like excuse me I’m putting my education first.

Anyways he decided he wasn’t sure If he could handle the long distance of a 10 hour drive and monthly visits until I moved. So we’ve been arguing. He got drunk and broke up with me. Which he said verbally and then changed his social media stuff and i don’t play with that shit. I come from a. Very proper family and they take social media appearances very seriously. So My mom asked me about it the next day I explained what happened and I tried to put it that we broke up mutually and not make him or me look bad. But since then he’s been apologizing everyday because he really didn’t mean it. But my mom is so happy because she never wanted me to be with him.

Anyways it gets even better. So I just found out I’m pregnant. 5 weeks and I have no idea what to do. He wants to be there for me through the entire thing. He is so excited he already went and bought a crib.

I haven’t told my family yet and I already know they are going to flip out, I don’t even know if my mom is going to kick me out but that might be an option. It sounds easy just to run away and go to Utah and be with him. But I know it’s more responsible to stay here and grow up and face it. However I don’t want to be away from my babies father during the life of my child. I can’t support myself here, my parents would have to support me. However my babies daddy can support both of us and our child.

This also leads the question of if I’m going to go back to school now because I don’t know if I can afford it anymore knowing I need to work to save for a baby.

Putting off school for year doesn’t sound terrible but to me it is a really long time.

Also other fun fact I know he has been waiting to propose because we’ve talked a lot about it and I accidentally found the ring hidden away. He doesn’t know I found the ring, he’s only told me he wouldn’t propose yet because he really does want to ask my dad permission and he wanted to wait until they were on good terms to do that. He has always made an effort to try with my family but my family has never made an effort to try with him.

Thoughts and Opinions would be much appreciated. Even just support. Please don’t be rude though I’m very emotional I just want to know things are going to be okay.