scars story

Dot

when I was born I couldn't breathe bc my intestines were wrapped around my lungs. I have a scar on my neck where they made an opening for me to breathe. one of my scars on my stomach is right under my left rib that is why it is bulging out it's about 6 inches.

they did the surgery to make sure my intestines were in the right place and away from my lungs. my second star is on my stomach as well on the bottom right side 6 inches as well

this one was a few weeks later after the first one because they realized that I wasn't pooping and that my intestines were twisted and that is why I couldn't poop so they went back in.

there are days where I hate seeing my scars cuz they are so big and ugly I can't help to feel less confident than I am but they are days where I don't remember I have them or care about them just like this scars shouldn't Define how I think I'm pretty but someday they do hold me down but it's always about looking yourself in a positive light when I see them even when I wear shirts I feel like I could still see where the scars are and think that people can see where it is and wonder why my stomach looks like I don't even take off my shirt when I have sex with my boyfriend but that's a problem that I need to work and I feel like one day that is my goal to take off my shirt I did show my boyfriend my scars and he just looked amazing how big they were so he's aware of why I don't take off my shirt and you just ignore the whole thing I know there are girls with scars either like mine or bigger that impacted on how they look at themselves and I just wanted to create a post where people can feel like they can be uplifted and that they are not alone and that a lot of girls have scars either bigger or with a bigger story so I hope you guys can share your scars and put yourself out there like I do this is my first post about my scars and it it's kind of making me feel vulnerable but I feel better