so the past few weeks have had me angry and stressed out. I spent all month planning a little thanksgiving dinner and 4 days before thanksgiving my husband told me we were going to his aunts house. then turns out we have to go to his aunt's Xmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> and his mom's Xmas day so i don't have those holidays either. work has been awful. I keep having to hear everyone around me talk about their families and having kids but I have to wait even though I am ready and want a family. and I have to rehome 2 of my pets. this month and last month sucks and I hate xmas. all this crap has me anxious af and I can't relax, even on my days off. I feel like I am going to blow a gasket if things keep going the way they are.