....and I’m terrified we will never have a child. We have been together for 15 years with no luck. I wish I had the money to do more invasive procedures but my financial state won’t let me.

It’s been so long we’ve been trying I’m almost afraid that I’m “over it”. With all the years of hoping and false predictions I feel as if we are too late. Like now I won’t be able to have the life I always imagined raising a child in my 30’s as now it wouldn’t be until my 40’s and as if my time is up... I never imagined myself having a teen in my 50’s..that is if we ever even get pregnant..