Just venting.

Rae • 22 and mommy to baby Weston May 27, 2019💙👶🏻

I turn 21 beginning of January and all my life I always wanted a younger sibling but my mom got her tubes tied after me. I just always loved babies I’ve been working in day cares for 3 years now I did classes for dhs and did child care at homes. Now that my 21st is coming up I’ve been in a relationship for over a year now and I wanna start a family sometime after I turn 21. I wanna have fun and go to bars and stuff but it really isn’t my thing I’d much rather be home cuddling my little babe. My boyfriend just turned 25 and he still seems to be wanting to wait a couple more years but I don’t. And I don’t really know what to do. All I know is I want my own little babe. I hate working all day takin care of other people’s babies then going home to nothing. That probably sounds weird but it’s how I feel. I want nothing more in life but to be a mother.