Im 21 im scared .. im pregant yes im happy but im scared .. i know my boyfrien will be extremly happy he is 25, his family very very very supporting they will do everything to make me happy to help us grow this baby... but my mother ... shes going to be so sad.. shes going to cry maybe kick me out call me a disapointment in her eyes she wanted me to graduate college, get married than have a family .. but idk what to do a part of me wants to keep it and the other side doesnt .. im still young i still want to party and live life but i do get emotional seeing babys idk what to do .. also the doctor said im 4 weeks but last week i was drinking partying smoking im scared is my baby damaged already 😢😢 i will stop