Struggling inside

Cg

I know this might be a typical teen thought but I generally am struggling to stay happy and positive . I am pretty chubby, I’m 6 foot and 156 pounds. Everyone thinks that I’m this fat nerd but I’m not. I struggle getting friends due to being socially awkward. I’m in marching band but the season has ended and I feel sort of useless. Exams are in two weeks and I’m stressing out. A lot of stress and anxiety are in my mind at the moment And my friends don’t seem to care.

One of my best friends is moving away and I won’t be able to see her again. Life just sucks right now and I’m trying to stay happy and positive so I’m not so dramatic but it’s so hard :( how did you girls get through highschool? I’m only a freshman and I honestly hate it so much.