My boo has a girlfriend! 😰😭

So my ‘friend’ and I were sending nudes back and forth and I remembered he said something about Christmas at his girlfriends and I felt really bad and told him that it wasn’t right and he said

“ur not a bad person ur a good person, I love you, if I can be with you or not” and I told him him that my ex cheated on me and it was hell so bye 👋🏼 he hasn’t looked at it.... and I feel really bad, I want to find her and beg for forgiveness I feel so bad....

I want to punch him in the face, I feel so bad! I knew but I had been caught up in the moment to take a second and think!