Bisexual or just afraid to be alone?

Let me just start with that I've always been attracted to women, I even have a type, and I've always been open to the possibility of having a relationship with one, should I find one that I have that opportunity with, and want to pursue that... that being said, I've never really been into vagina, so I've never actively pursued a same sex relationship. Cut to a few months ago, me and my now ex ({male} on and off for 3 years + but super casually) have finally called it quits for good, my decision, and I've come to the conclusion that I miss having someone there, intimacy wise (like hand holding, cuddling, making out), more so than the sex, so if the sex isn't a big priority, then not being super into vagina might not be a huge thing (I don't even like my own vagina, lol) anyway, I don't even know if I'm still making sense, so I'll get to the point, am I legitimately bicurious, or am I just opening up my options because I don't want to be alone? Any advice is appreciated