NEED TO VENT 😣😣😣😔😔😔

so i have been with my husband for 4 year going on 2 years of marriage on Jan 22, next year..... i love having sex with him.!! LIKE REALLY LOVE IT.!! he always makes sure i finish first... he makes me so happy.!! BUUUUTT.!!! he doesnt like to go down on me.!! i mean he has but he does not put much effort in to it or he doesnt know how to.?? idk.?? And we have watched porn together befor i like it.. i think it just gives it more excitment to our sex life.! But he also like to take pics and video what we do... he shares it all with a group and he never makes me part of it.. i have told him about it and he gets super mad... and some time he cant get going unless he is on the chat seeing other pics or watching videos. thanks for reading.!!! feel free to comment!!