This is my first pregnancy and I'm 8w along. First ultrasound tomorrow. We we're trying (only for a month) and I was super excited off the bat. We told our parents and siblings and have such a great network if support around us.

As the weeks have gone by though I've found myself deep in a hole of worry and worst case scenarios. I find it hard to get excited to talk about it with anyone, even my husband, as I've convinced myself I'm doomed to have things not work out. My depression and anxiety has come back full force.

I know stress is so bad for the baby. And I'm sure thinking negatively is too. But I don't want to get my hopes up and just be disappointed.

#realtalk