Feeling down


I left work (hospital housekeeping) last night because I was having pelvic pain and every once in a while getting super sharp ones. Went to ER and they said round ligament. Ok good. This morning im puking, can’t walk my feet are so swollen and painful and still with the soreness and sharp pain every once in a while. I have tried everything this morning so I could go to work tonight but ended up calling off and I am angry at myself for it. I want to work as much as I can, I actually enjoy working. I feel guilty, angry, irritated and like crap because of all of it.

I know it’s better to rest according to my doctor and even if I did go to work I can’t do majority of it because of restriction now and that pisses off my co-workers. I’m frustrated with the whole thing.