I am about to go on a but of a rant just because my friends can't relate, I'm the only one with child🤰🏽 & my mom I know she's tired of hearing me complain when she told me my SO was a bad idea anyway... so here goes ... I WANT & NEED MORE ATTENTION FROM MY SO!!! It's like NO just because we stay together that doesn't mean it's enough... Let me know that you need me like How I need you & that you still think I'm pretty & all of these other things 😔 my SO is gone Mon-Fri from about 4:30-9 hosting wrestling practices ... then b4 he leaves he either is gone all day ... sleep all day or doing whatever or is home in his iPad or watching tv ... Sundays he's gone about 6AM-5ish (this time varies depending on location & how big a wrestling tournament is). The only time I can be under him is at night 😕 ... but even then... that's only IF he's in the mood.. Kind of feel soo removed from him since I got pregnant... I am 30W, 5 Days... pregnancy hormones are & have been kickin my ass😞😞😒 I can only imagine how my PPD is going to be 😞

If I could rewind so many clocks and redo so much over I would not hesitate at all ... Ok.. rant over I think😪