chicken shit

I went in for induction for a vbac its just what work out for me. now I've passed up the folley , my partner can't sleep. were staying overnight in the hospital and I just want to cry. I'm pretty sure I'm opting for a cesarean now because I got scared of the risks with a vbac and the folley. so we wait to talk to the doctor tomorrow. please tell me I'm not alone in this. I feel so bad for every single thing that's happened tonight