I was raped by the same person

So in 2015 I was 16 and he was 19 we were just good friends, he had a baby on the way with his girlfriend and he asked me as a good friend to go over to help him with something and I said yeah of course I'm here to help with anything, like I used to buy things for their child etc. I went over and said what is it you want help with? He then said oh nah I don't actually want help with anything then I said why did you ask me over then he said I want you I love you I want to Fuck you I then said no one you have a girlfriend 2 you have 2 children with two different women and 3rd of all I wouldn't go for you, I then said I am going to tell your girlfriend what you have said. He then grabbed me pushed me onto the bed I said please don't do it but he didn't listen he took all my stuff off I was punching and kicking but he was so much stronger than me obviously he then did it and came to I screamed for him to get off but he wouldn't, I obviously got dressed and I was crying and he wouldn't let me go unless I said I wouldn't tell anyone what he's just done, he then blamed me for why it happened and that I'm ugly and I deserve everything I get, then obviously I told people and he told them I'm lying because apparently I wanted him when I clearly did NOT. HE got his girlfriend to lie for him too so I was like wtf!!!! 2 years down the line he rings me telling me to meet him and that he is truly sorry for the things he had done, I was like okay what do you exactly want, he said well we have always been friends so you cannot just walk out of my life, he said meet me and I'll explain, he was being nice I thought he actually changed then we went back to his just to chill and he asked me if I had a bf I said yeah 2 years in December and he got angry and he ripped everything off and I was kicking again and screaming and begging for him TO STOP he hit me punched me suffercated me also he also cut my leg with his long nails I couldn't push him off he was to strong for me to push him off. He then said I didn't do anything okay it's your fault you hear!! He made me feel so worthless and everything. He would hit me and hurt me so much. I left as fast as I can. He got his girlfriend to lie for him I just give up I actually do. I just need support off people xxxx