Probably one of the worst sexual experiences I've ever had. it felt like my body was being ripped into 2, and I felt like I wad being raped all over again. a small part of me wanted to pass out and throw up at the same time. My boyfriend loved it and didn't wanna stop (I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I let him leep going till he finished) but I feel really weird like... I don't know. I don't like it. UPDATE #1: We tried it because I was on m cycle, last night he insisted again, but I told him what was up, so we ended up having regular sex, only I was spotting and thought my cycle was done, he woke up this morning and had blood on him and he didn't freak, he was real sweet to me about it, and we agreed we'll try anal one day again but with a difference approach, because I had a panic attack must be been why it was so horrible. was raped from the age 7 up to 14 and he knows, he hates for me to feel that way so he's trying thank you ladies 💙💙 you guys have helped me feel better