One night my new step brother and I where watching a movie in the living room and my parents were upstairs. I didn't do anything to lead him on but he started kissing and biting me. I was in such shock or something I didn't push him off me I did nothing. He didn't stop he just started to take mine and his clothes off. Still I didn't stop him. We had sex. I didn't want to but I also didn't stop him or say anything, I let him. I haven't told anyone. I can't even have any type of sexual contact with my bf now it hurts me inside so much. He ask me why I don't want to have sex anymore and why I'm crying but I don't want to tell anyone because I feel it was part my fault. Will I ever get better? I mean what do i do if he trys to do it again?