So Scared

Im 20 and I do want to have kids some day but i messed up. On the 4th I had sex with my friend wen I was super drunk and I missed my period. Thats not the worst part i cheated. I felted like a disgusting person. I love him so much. I fucked up bad I told my boyfriend he is pissed and hasn't talked to me but he hasn't broken up with me. I honestly got way to drunk and had no clue wat i did in the morning until he told me. Im not talkibg to him until i take my test in tge morning.