so back on Halloween i miscarried. it hurt. im still trying to move past it. seeing my sister in law. pregnant and my youngest sister just had her baby. I'm happy for them. but I feel so sad still and empty.

we just moved our youngest to his own room. and its been different not having him in my room. my husband makes jokes of "should I give you another?" meaning a baby. I know he is trying to cheer me up. but it just makes me more sad. without sounding over sensative. how do I let him know that id like him to stop joking about it.. i have used "please don't joke about it" but he still does.

××Update××

so I talked with my hubby and expressed how it made me feel.

he gave me a hug and said that he was only joking the first time he said it. And has been completely serious the last 2 times he's said it.

I'm a little scared though if I do get pregnant again that ill miscarry again.