Fuming Mad right now 😠

So i haven't been sleeping lately & it has made me a bit emotional. I had a miscarriage in November so I'm constantly worried I'll miscarry again.

I'm at work this morning, exhausted & trying to keep it together. Only one of my coworkers knows I'm pregnant because she's the only one I felt I could trust to tell this early. She asked me what was wrong cuz I didn't look my normal self. I proceed to tell her & try not to cry and you know what she had the nerve to tell me..."you're not special in any way, millions of women have miscarriages and if u miscarry again it'll be because you worry too much." She then proceeded to tell me that she didn't think I had any fertility issues & it's in my head. My husband & I have been TTC for a year, taken countless tests, taken tons of pills, sonogram after sonogram, and taken a ridiculous amount of vitamins all in the hopes we'd eventually have a baby. Not to mention I've had endometriosis for 17 years and was diagnosed with PCOS earlier this year. And here she comes telling me there's nothing wrong with me & I should be happy it ONLY took a year.

I've never wanted to cry & punch someone in the face all at the same time in all my life!

Sorry, rant over.