I got a negative tonight yet again. My cycles have been off lately (off BC in June after DH and I got married), and I didn’t have a period for 2 months. Then a couple of weeks ago I had some very light discharge for 2 days. It was like a rusty brown color. I didn’t even wear a pad. I got hopeful and thought maybe it could be implantation bleeding. I’ve been putting off testing because I didn’t want to dwell on it too much. I’ve been feeling so nauseous lately, moody, tired, and never got a full on period so I decided to test. I have my yearly scheduled in January so I’ll be talking to her about all of this then. I just really needed a place to vent tonight because I’m so defeated.