4 years later...

So the past 3 months have been a hurricane since i had 3 family members pass away, so i was kind of in a dark spot, but i guess i'm okay now.

I got a B in my first university project so i'm happy about that. So i have been with my boyfriend for a little over 4 years now. Long distance. I'm-guys i can't even explain. I always knew a good relationship is supposed to benefit you greatly but i really hit the jackpot.

I fall asleep every night talking to him and wake up every morning to thoughts of him. I used to be this shy girl so insecure of my body and personality traits. So scared of my sexuality and this guy just walks into my life and helps me change all of that. I like the way i changed. I'm so much more happier.

Last night we talked about meeting in Paris and doing a lot of fun stuff and i just love when he talks and imagines our future together. I love when he talks to me about his feelings. Seeing him how nobody else can. I'm a little embarrassed of my romantic side BUT WHEN HE GETS ROMANTIC I LOVE IT OMG.

Im so in love even 4 years later, I can never love anyone how i love him. I just know i won't be able to fully get comfortable with anyone else like how i am with him.

I'm really happy.