So mad at myself

Boyfriend and I agreed no gifts this year... but I got him one anyway. It was just a phone case that charged your phone at the same time. Then he ended up getting me one too. We opened our gifts today and I opened mine first. He got me some shoes! Yay! He opened his and yay but it was the wrong size :( it was the only thing he opened today and it made me feel so bad :( we weren’t able to make it to fly out to our family this year so I wanted to make it nice atleast.

He’s trying to say it’s the thought that counts but I just can’t help but feel like shit :(

Why do I feel like this?

(I’m making it up to him and getting him one that fits his phone lol)