Christmas baby blues

Laurel • 👼🌈👶👼👼 due 11/6/21 with a 🌈👶

I have been seeing baby announcement after baby announcement all day on social media. I can't stop thinking about the little one that we lost last month and how I just wish we were still pregnant. I am trying to be hopeful that we will have a healthy baby one day but after losing our little bean I am just so worried that it will never happen for us. Anyone feeling the same way?