I’m TTC number 2, my anxiety levels with number 1 were very bad!! I had pregnancy induced anxiety ! I thought I was going to have a still born baby because I thought this is too good to be true . We tried 3 years for him!! I didn’t do his room , I couldn’t buy baby clothes, I just felt it in my gut he was gonna die inside....at 36 weeks they found I had IUGR abs my baby was very tiny and was only receiving 25% oxygen. They made me try for a normal delivery but his heart kept dropping in the teens , many many times!!!! I was freaking give me a c section and they wouldn’t bc they said it’s ok you can try and have him vaginally . Well after 12 hours of his heart dropping to the teens I was done!!! I demanded a csection !! The dr took 2 hours to get to the hospital ! When they pulled my baby out the neonatal DR said my baby only would have lived one more hour if that inside me , his cord was as thin as a pencil and placenta the size of a hamburger !!! !! My intuition was right the entire time!!! Now I’m scared if I get pregnant I will loose the baby or something bad!! I always think the worst !!! I’m terrified but want another more than anything !!!!