I’m I broken sexually?

I’ll try to keep this short, I suck at sex. I didn’t even know it would be possible to suck at something every human should be able to do. In January last year I began the depo shot to stop my heavy ass period and prevent pregnancy. Little did I know it would end my sex drive with it🤭 I no longer crave my SO in that way and have no motivation for anything sexual😶 it’s starting to have an affect on me. Obviously my SO still had a sex drive and wants to do thing which is perfectly okay. But I never want anything and i feel like he gets disappointed when I say I don’t want to do anything. When we do have sex I do it becauee I know he has needs. While we have sex I can feel it but I’m not sexually pleased if that makes sense. I am so guilty of faking it🤥 I want him to feel like hes making me feel good but I don’t feel anything. I stopped the shot in early December in hopes of getting my sex drive back and hopefully being normal. Any advice from anyone on how to get aroused? I’m so desperate, it’s ruining my confidence.