For as long as i can remember ,my grandfather molested me , it had started so young that i can't even remember the first encounter , my grandfather molested till i was 12-13 . he was so sick.. he'd take me in the shed , the trailer , the car , the basement , the garage. he told me to tell him no one time and then he went to do it again and i told him no but that didn't work . i would try to run away but he'd grab me , im only sixteen now and i am struggling . i can't talk about to family casue my mom doesn't want me too , i cant even get any justice casue it didn't stop till that sick man died. i hadn't realized the depth of it and what really happend till i was 14 . and it hit me hard .I had mentally broke and had

completely lost myself . i now have anxiety around older men . ive failed classes because i cant get myself to ask questions just because my teachers a guy . i feel like this terrible thing has ruined my life .