Baby Fever and needing to vent

Hey y’all

So my May Baby is growing so quickly!! Lately he’s been showing an interest in baby dolls. He changes their diapers, feeds them and puts them to bed. The cuteness makes me feel like my heart will explode and lately I’ve had some intense baby fever. I’ve had phases of baby fever but the last time it was this intense I wound up conceiving my son. ;)

I just hate that I know I can’t act on it. We both work full time yet we still live paycheque to paycheque. Another maternity leave would financially destroy us. I hate it!!! I want another baby so badly. I wish my hormones would get with the program so I wouldn’t be so frustrated about the whole situation. I seriously feel irrational because I can’t seem to control the baby fever.

Please tell me I’m not alone in this boat.