I just got my 4th positive pregnancy test for 2017 and I can't find it in me to be excited or happy. All I can think of is I'm going to have my 4th miscarriage in a year. I'm scared, worried, and don't want to call the doctor because they will take my HCG levels and in two days be told I'm going to miscarry again. After my 3rd MC in October I was put on progesterone suppositories because ALL testing came back negative or normal. She put me on Endometrin as my progesterone was the only test that was borderline. So now all I can think of is I will miscarry later than sooner. That the progesterone is delaying the inevitable. I just keep saying prayers that this is a healthy pregnancy and I can be excited when baby is born.