Still having trouble believing it?

Leony

I did allll these tests and reality still hasn't hit?! I can't see the doctor for a while to get bloods done. I'm just in limbo with a whole bunch of tests but I still can't get my head around it?! I know I'm pregnant, but...I'm so early. It's hard to get excited when you can't tell everyone! and always the thought of miscarriage at the foreground. How do you get past this awkward point?