I was sexually abused this summer. Its the worst thing in the world. It was by neighbor. I mean he’s old enough to be my grandfather that’s what makes me more sick. I was also molested when I was 4. I was mistreated and raped by 2 exes of mine. No these aren’t “regrets” no means no and some people just don’t understand... I think to that part of it is I have trouble with intimate relationships. I was able to put the exes and the molestation behind me. But what happened this summer was awful. I feel like it’s burnt in my memory. I feel like all of these are my fault.