To my little sesame seed:

I never got to meet you. I never got to see you on the ultrasound screen. You were here for a moment, and then you were gone. I don’t understand why you left, but you did. I wish you would’ve stayed. I was so excited to go on this journey and watch you grow. I couldn’t wait to meet you. I couldn’t wait to hold you in my arms. But you left. Our time together was short, but I love you, sesame seed. I will hold you in heaven.

Love, Mommy

Two days after I got my BFP, I started to bleed. I was happy for two days. A lot of people get to see their ultrasound at 5 weeks. I didnt even to schedule mine yet. At 4-5 weeks, my baby was gone. Doctor called it a blighted Ovum. It wasn’t an Ovum. It was my baby that I never got to meet :( :(