This is how I’m spending my New Year’s <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> cuddled on the couch with my babies. My son VJ was born 8/28/17 at 17 weeks after me going into premature labor due to a bacterial infection that I did not know I had. He was due 1/31/18. I have been crying all day because I feel like he was stolen from me and he should still be here with us. I’m always wondering what if and have PTSD flashbacks from my delivery. I will never forget 2017, it was the year I got to meet an angel. ❤️