I just went thru my first loss. I was about 7 1/2 weeks when I started getting constant pink spotting and then it turned red. Yesterday I had contractions and I knew it was the end. I suppose I knew it was coming when I had all the spotting and a few very small clots, but I still held onto hope. But as I got hit with the first contraction I lost all hope. Hubby is just marking it up to a false positive on our test, but I know it wasn’t. I’m having a rough time dealing with this and I just feel so alone, and like I failed. I thought I would be okay but it’s hitting me harder than I thought it would and now I don’t know what to do. I’m just hoping that putting it out there will help me start to heal. Thanks to anyone that reads this, it means a lot. <3