Possible trigger

Hi everyone, I’m really sorry we’re all part of this club here. I’m not really sure where to post this question so I’m sorry if it’s not the right place but I was wanting to hear from someone who understands how I’m feeling...

Anyways, I was wondering if pregnancy announcements upset you since losing your angel? It’s so hard because I have hypothyroidism and my periods have been longer in length so its hard to work out ovulation since I lost my son 8 months ago, we’ve been trying since but we just can’t seem to fall pregnant again. I’m finding it so hard to be positive, I’ve got friends who have been trying for only a couple of months and have fallen pregnant so easy but it just doesn’t seem like it’s going to work out for me. I don’t have any other children so I don’t really have a focus on anything else, but I’m beginning to feel that I won’t ever have my rainbow baby. I hate feeling like this 💔