First IUI Experience

My first IUI was December 28th and I honestly thought this would have been an experience that would have brought my husband and I together. An exciting time for the both of us. but I’ve felt so alone through this process. I’ve tried my hardest not to make him feel bad because we suffer from male factor infertility but he hasn’t taken one step to make this easier for me. Or done anything on his end to improve himself. He even stood on the opposite side of the room during the procedure. I wished he would have held my hand especially since it was quite painful. Sorry, Just needed to vent. 😒