I hate my doctor!!

So my doctor thought I was exaggerating how big this baby is because I had to switch clinics due to moving and she ordered an ultrasound three weeks ago when I was 36 weeks along, The lady was shocked because he was measuring at 42 weeks and close to 10 pounds at that time. Well my doctor went on vacation and didn’t look at the ultrasound results, but I saw another doctor who said I might want to do a csection.

My doctor comes back and still didn’t look at my results so I’m asking her today about induction options because I think the baby might be too big to move down on his own, and she ROLLED HER EYES AT ME and said “my external measurements have him as being small.” So I asked her if she looked at the ultrasound and she got up and told me to make an appointment for next week and left.. I sat in the room crying for 10 minuets because this lady doesn’t even treat me like a human! She walked in did a cervical exam and as she’s doing it does a sweep and THEN told me “just so you know, I swept your membranes” you’re supposed to let me know before a procedure.. Didn’t answer any of my questions and rolled her eyes at me when I brought up my concerns..

I leave still crying and I’m halfway down the stairs and she comes running after me, guess who finally looked at my ultrasound!!! She wants me to get glucose rechecked and ran a bunch of labs and I asked her what this means and she said “I’ll let you know” and made me leave again.. I’m depressed, in pain and now worried.