He looked so angry..

My s/o and I haven’t been on good terms lately as I found out he was watching porn. He has been with all blond white girls before being with me, it didn’t bother me until recently. This last girl he was with was a sex addict fairly tiny blond girl he claims there was nothing there but his computer history shows him looking up her Facebook and a whole bunch of porn but all the girls in the porn are white blond girls .. anyways one of the porns he had watched was a creampie orgasm.. as we were having sex today I was completely enjoying myself for once and not thinking ab all the girls he’s been with and all the porn he watches as I came to orgasm he had a look of disgust and says that’s a first. As I look down on my self he haven’t come yet but my cum was very white and all over him, he immediately got off me and started saying how that’s never happened it’s never been white and started questioning if I’d ever actually had a real orgasm with him or if I fake it. Then starts to ask if any of the other man I’ve been with in past relationships have ever made me orgasm and was it white or clear. I’ve never had an orgasm with anyone but him but this is the first time we have both seen it so intense and white.. anyone know what is . And anyone know why he’s mad at my body for doing it but not mad at the porn starts he watches do it. Honestly feeling so down on myself would love to hear from you ladies !