Wow on the emotional

Aubrey • DS born May 21, 2018, surprise with #2 due Aug 2019

So recently, I have been having some very strong emotions. I’m 21 weeks today and for the last couple of weeks every time I think about going back to work after I give birth I get super emotional. I work 10 hour night shifts and thinking about being away from him all night and again during the day kills me. Any night shift moms out there that can help with this emotional state?