How to make amends with

Soo this guy I used to fuck around w/ we were F buddies for a while until I was messing with his homeboy (I didn’t know 🤦🏽‍♀️) & so apparently they confronted me and cuts me off🤷🏽‍♀️ a month later the first guy I was messing with hits me up on Instagram saying he wanted some & he misses me I was being stubborn that time knowing I miss him too 😏lol so I turned him down and now I wanna hit him back up but don’t wanna seem awkward with it yunno? Help a girl out