I lost my twin boys in December 2017, I was 19 weeks due to TTTS. They were my first pregnancy and I honestly feel horrible. I’m trying to hold it together, I know it takes times I just keep thinking if I did everything I was supposed to. I would like to attempt again but scared. I want to be a mom so badly, it was the best feeling waking up feeling my stomach and their movements. I have no idea how long to wait. I have read some alot of stories of women that waited to get pregnant again and they either had their rainbow baby or a miscarriage. I just wanted to hear some personal stories. Please