I went in to see midwife.. baring in mind she saw me when I was having my miscarriage and told me then to stop crying and to "see a doctor for antidepressants or something"

she said to me today.. oh your pregnant again. I was like yeh. And very happy.

She told us..All I'll be doing today is weighing you.

She weighed me and said I'm putting you on a higher dosage of folic acid because your over the weight limit.

You can get that at the chemist. I asked when and she said well it won't be today.

She said how many weeks are you I said I'm not sure she said well we will have to book a scan for you then but it won't be any time soon.

I was like ok then when? And she was like I'll find out and phone you when I know.

Then she said stop stressing this time yeh.

I was like it was hard last time I just hope this ones better and left

I'm so hurt and scared😢