vent...

I need help, I dont know who to turn to anymore, I'm sick of everything. My gran is in away commuting suicide because she doesn't want to live anymore and she been starving herself for weeks. My mum has called me fat for the past 3 years and I know I'm not but I can't shut I out anymore, my boyfriend think says she's only joking but maybe to start with not anymore. As well as this my boyfriend gets annoyed with me really easily for many different stupid reason and we've be only been saying for 2 months. On top of all this my college has been so disorganised and I'm so stressed out with it at the moment. I don't know what to do anymore but I'm not coping. This I more or less just to I can vent cause I dont know who I can talk to...