So its me !!!

I'm sorry ladies but I need to vent some where he can't see.. maybe I'm just self absorbent an just want his attention to myself... is that wrong .. sometimes I don't want sex maybe I just want him to just kiss me for no reason.. I know I'm a freak an all but sometimes I just need him to see me ... but he gets lost in himself to much... if I try an much a move it's because I want us to do better an be better an go places... in life together... maybe I'm over my head