Surrounded by Pregnancy and Annoyed

Jessica • Wife, hound mom, excited and hopeful for a sticky rainbow baby (due in October!)

Annoyed may not be strong enough. I'm pissed off. We had a positive test begging of November and miscarried in December (7ish weeks). This should have been my announcement month. I work in an elementary school. Today, 2 women announced pregnancies. That's on top of the 3 already pregnant. I'm surrounded! It feelslike a cruel joke. I want this so bad and I'm still waiting for my dann period so we can try again. I'm going back and forth between feeling mad, sad, and guilty for not being happy for them. I just need to get away from it ti process and heal and I can't.