so I'm a daddy's girl I always have been. almost 2 years ago my dad passed away. its getting close to his birthday and I've been thinking about him a lot lately. I haven't been getting to upset but earlier today I watched a video of people revealing their pregnancies to family and friends. there was this one video of a girl telling her dad and his eyes lit up and he got so excited and he started crying. that automatically triggered tears for me. I'm hurting because I didn't get to do that. ill never be able to tell my dad that he's gonna be a grandpa and my babies will never get to know him. its making me really emotional and I'm not really good at talking about my feelings so when my fiance asks what's wrong I blame it on hormones. and he makes fun of me and calls me a baby even tho I actually am upset. I never really got to cope with my dads death and I don't know how to handle all of these feelings.