I know many may not agree with me but I can tell how much they don’t like me, they never treats me as they treat my other sisters, my mum always keeps pampering my sisters and shout at me all the time and she allows them to treat me like shit and she never speaks a word but when I raise my voice a little bit she’s always shouting at me and saying I’m a terrible person. They give my sisters whatever they ask for and when I ask for the same thing they say I’m not allowed.. I don’t know what I did wrong but this have been going on for so long, I cry myself to bed everynight and I hate myself, sometimes I get suicidal thoughts, and I can’t afford to leave the house and I have no place to go to.. I really can’t afford a life and I can’t get a loan or anything.