I am 31+5.

I have not felt beautiful, sexy, attractive, or any of those awesome feelings that a lot of expecting mommas feel.

My boyfriend is amazing and has not done anything to make me feel like I wasn’t the most beautiful woman in the world, I would even say it seems like he is more attracted to me now than he was before.

I, however, hate taking my clothes off and I feel so awkward during sex because I just feel huge and like I am not attractive anymore.

When I get dressed and do my hair and makeup, I feel pretty and love showing off my baby bump in that regard. Its just the intimate part of my life that Im not loving it. There are times I catch myself thinking that I cannot wait to not be pregnant anymore so I can feel like myself again. My confidence wasn’t high to start with and so I am sure it has something to do with it also.

*Sigh*