worried, needing prayers and support.

hello ladies! I am new to the glow app and this message board. Sao, here is a bit of my story. My husband and I have been ttc for 4 months, I know thats not very long especially compared to some stories I have read on here. well i am just worried and praying that we will be able to get pregnant. I have never had really "regular" periods. and we recently thought we could be pregnant only to find cysts on my ovaries plus a number of other odd symptoms. I was supposed to see my obgyn last week but had the flu and ended up missing my appointment. I plan on making a new one ASAP. I guess i am torn between trusting in God's timing and having faith that my body won't fail my desires to have another baby. I find myself asking God for just 1 more baby and then we will adopt. I love being pregnant and being a mom. anyways ill stop blabbing. I guess i just would like to have some encouragement and prayers. thanks ladies in advance!!