my first date ever w/ a guy i met online

so i met this guy badoo 2 years ago on and off the 1st year and one the second. so i didnt have a iphone so we never did facetime, but we had each other kik,insta, Snapc, and fb. we knew how each other looked, we talked on the phone, send each other nudes mostly me randomly tho, we started saying we loved each so i was pretty comfortable him already. at 1st i figured we wouldnt get far in our relationship. so i wasnt trying to met him especially bc i was scared but i got over it i was ready to be his gf. so today Sunday January 14, 2018 we finally met and went to the movies to see jumanji and i knew everything i was gonna do if he took to long to put his arm around me i would do it for him, i was gonna kiss his first, ask him to be my bf and etc but not even 5 min after sitting down his arm was already around me and he asked if i was comfortable and i said yes but i was not bc his arm was around me and i didnt want it to seem like i didnt like him but how he was sitting he was dragging me down in the chair so i waited 20 mins then moved him arm closer to me then he started rubbing my sides but i had rolls bc how u was sitting so i moved him around across my chest so his hand was on my arm rubbing it, i was really trying to get comfortable but i didnt want him to know i was uncomfortable. Then i was like his legs are open and i put mine across his and i still wanted him to touch me so him hand was on my thigh and when he started rubbing my thigh i felt a lil moist down there, he was making ya girl wet so in the movie then were kissing and i look at him from the corner of my eye and if he was looking that would mean he would want to kiss too but he was focused on the movie. The movie ends and he asked if i wanted to get something to eat but i was so nervous i couldn't eat anything. So he's taking me home but my mom is outside so i tell him to keep driving and we end up at walmart he had to get somethings and we were just walking talking smelling the body wash and deodorant he was gonna get. I kept applying lip gloss so if anytime he would try to kiss me I would be ready but he never did so we finally leave walmart and he takes me home im packing up all the stuff he bought me and i give him a hug and i think he tried to kiss me and i wasnt thinking until it was to late to try to kiss him so i get out the car and my kidda upset at myself for not kissing him and i wasnt gonna send him a lil hint that we would kiss next time but i didnt and i was waiting for him to text me bc if he didnt that means he didnt like me but he texted me sooo and i said so what and he asked if i had fun and he said he was gonna kiss me but he didnt know if i still liked him and i did so he asked why didnt i and i told him i was iffy about it but he said he really wanted to kiss me bad